I have decided after much deliberation that my months of suffering may be anxiety thought based rather than ocd. The reason is I did compulsions and they stopped working so I no longer did compulsions.
That got me thinking a lot of people with anxiety suffer negative thoughts and intrusive ones without the ocd element. I believe this is what I suffer and I have never formally been disgonised ocd by a psychiatrist.
Also in the past I used an anxiety elimination programme to beat my mild ocd type band washing and let’s be honest we all check doors and coolers to make sure they are turned off yet we are not ocd.
Also regarding Cbt I posted before how Cbt has not worked for me the tipping point was touching a bin I’m sorry but some people will wash there hands after touching a bin I’m not the only one who would do this there can be old food waste it can be slushy and a wheelie bin is dirty a public bin is different.
So my conclusion is Cbt for me isn’t effective. To beat the negative thoughts which appear ocd based the cure is to beat the anxiety. I’d be interested to hear if anybody else feels they have been misdiagnosed ocd on forums or if they feel Cbt isn’t effective for everybody?