Originally Posted by
ems1981
I have my colonoscopy tomorrow and I'm so scared.
I've been having issues with minimal blood on the toilet paper occasionally after a BM for the past 6 months. Then last week I noticed some red blood mixed with my stool and I know what this means. I feel sick all the time, I'm losing weight and I can't get the thought of cancer out of my mind. I'm 37, my mum had 3 polyps removed 4 years ago but apart from that there isn't a family history of bowel cancer.
I've just had a baby and since seeing the blood last week I can't stop crying, thinking of having to leave her before she grows up. I'm so so scared, this is the worst HA attack I've had.