Hello,
I first want to say I have a doctors appointment in a few hours to help me medically get out of this crisis but before then I need to get myself sane.
I have been struggling more and more with my mental health the past few months, my Mum died in March suddenly and I think it is delayed grief and trauma. My worries are however
1. I finally phoned in sick to work today. They are aware of my situation and my boss said 'Helen, can I ask you ring me after the doctors appointment? I am worried about you'. Does she mean she wants to sack me? Get rid of me? I can't see why she is worried about ME...she never was before. I work for a big company so I guess they have obligations but still.
2. An unexpected bill has come out leaving me with just a few pounds for the next few days. This is fine, I don't need anything but it makes me feel vulnerable. I cannot believe I slipped up and forgot about the bill. I am not worried about the money but that I messed up, does that make sense?
I hope someone understands, I am such a mess :(