I sent about £150 to a lady I came across on AW a few months ago. She never asked for a deposit, and she wanted a reference. Granted, I may have been in too much of a hurry. Even so, I was nice enough to get her a gift on Wishtender. So altogether, it did probably amount to £150.

Some of them are nasty, indeed. If you look at their photos, a lot of them have a mile long stare about them. Very icy.

While mistresses don't always ask for a tribute, it is actively encouraged. This is to show you mean well, since they do get a lot of men just being idiots. Time is money, as they say. So sometimes you need to know the proper etiquette. But to be honest, I was left feeling stung. It seriously made me feel like a donkey.

Not only was I blocked by her after calling my cash a "generous gift" (your sent items will say "deleted" in italic), she never bothered to just simply issue a refund. If she had zero intention of seeing me, what was the point in robbing me?

Then like I said, there was the other drama queen who got all huffy puffy when I truthfully revealed my online banking displayed a technical problem, just as I went to send a deposit. This was not made up. I was being honest.

Just the other day, this Polish woman I seen for probably 6 years, well she tried to say my you know what was 'too wide' for having any more sex with her. And I literally wanted to laugh out loud when she said that in a text message. I had seen her for so many years. But the thing is, I think my body odor was the main problem.

As I was saying, I had a support worker years ago in Edinburgh, sending me creepy emails about the late wrestling star, Eddie Guerrero. He said in 2008, that he killed himself for being gay, and I think he seen previous posts online where I said I felt sad when he passed away. He really died from a heart attack in 2005, due to using steroids.

My first key worker told him I posted about my ex on Gumtree, so he sent me messages with a false name, talking about the schools she attended. What was exceptionally odd however was that he often stated his real name in the messages, and made some random yet offensive comment about an album by the Smiths, who are a famous rock band.

Anyway, he actually told me to listen to "The World Won't Listen" album, and shake off my mortal coil. This apparently refers to suicide.

Well, he went to a corn exchange with me once and they have a snooker room in there. He took out alcohol from his jacket at one point, and my friend came along too. The support worker then made that same dumb comment about this LP by the Smiths, but he used to mention Tears for Fears as well. They were a big pop group in the eighties, who he knew I spoke of at times. So he was just trying to make me look stupid.

He was obviously sacked, or something. But the higher ups in charge would not exactly say so. It made me angry all the same, to know he did that on purpose. Then as I said, they lied about this Spanish woman who was removed as my key worker. But I feel like they, all in all, knocked 30 years off my life once I was falsely imprisoned on remand. Even other cons in jail said the whole matter was petty and something not worth being locked up for. Yet the police returned countless times to screw me over, when there was no reason to.

If you think that is bad, I have had this strange guy from Australia constantly harassing me on these encyclopedias hosted on Fandom. He edited all the same pages just to be tagged to them, so he would be notified if I made even the most basic of edits. After that, he would try to revert me or leave anonymous posts on articles about these movies I was in, with utter nonsense. And he uploaded strange videos on YouTube where he wore white gloves.

Then he went to other forums for 7 or so years and spammed my personal details, or had posted pictures of people being defecated on, and made multiple accounts to add as his 'friends' and then would tell new members to leave, as the forum is now abandoned.

Oh, yeah. Abandoned, huh? Well, save for his 1000 plus spam posts from 2021 up to now, or whenever it was he started his stupid antics.

Now the police are annoying me because an escort or whatever is furious because I sent her messages showing sympathy when she was in hospital. She blocked me on Twitter. I said she was doing devilish things, so she should work on being a better person like civilization expects. So, just wow. I guess she got really uptight over that bit of advice.

But yes. How ridiculous it is to know people like this exist.