Hi ...

I just noticed you're back on an AD and that is likely the cause. I've struggled with this myself and it used to cause more depression that I was originally dealing with, but I now appreciate that rare occasional "salute" upon waking. I've noticed a reduction in dosage made a difference, but I can't tell anymore if the current dosage is helping the depression and anxiety, but when they up the dosage, I feel just numb and lifeless and its not worth it to me; so I'm having a hard time finding balance.

Best of luck and be forging of your body and don't fret too much about it. This happens to many of us on ADs.