Hey guys, looking for some helpful words, ive been dealing lately with some pretty intense panic attacks due to some symptoms ive been having, some anal discomfort, mucus and itching, sometimes i would go number two and have some bright red dots on toilet paper, but only a few times, went to the doctor Who told me i had pretty big internal hemorrhoids, but still i cant stop thinking Its some horrible disease, the c word, i keep hyperfixating on every little feeling then end up throwing myself into a panic attack and anxious state, i start “imagining” pains and then i get so worked up that my bowels suffer from it and i end up thinking Its one more symptom. How do i accept this is hemorrhoids and nothing sinister? Has someone gone through this before? Im 27 yo female for reference