Swallowtail
06-06-11, 12:01
Hi - I have just registered :yesyes: and do not know how to fix myself?
My GP has diagnosed me with Anxiety, I was diagnosed with Stress Depression over 6 years ago, no off meds, and manage with herbal remedies. I am having a bad time with a friend of whom I was advised to distance myself from, I did, but it is hard we have been firends for over 12 years, and stay very near to each other in the same small village. She has been described as Toxic, jealous, social butterfly, she freely admists to enjoying being the centre of attention, and I now see and recall times when she has been manipulative and unkind in her comments. When I have been in a low period, she takes a back seat, then when I am starting to feel better, she asks "well are you feeling beter now?" the last time she said good then I need to have a chat , and proceeded to drag up things from the past until she had me in tears, told me that her other friends think we see each other all the time, and that she put them right that we only see it other for less than 30 mins so many times a week! then hugged me and told me she was my friend and was there for me, I felt physically battered by the time I got home. I just cannot stop talking about it all, and worry that people are talking about me, that I am a bad person. What do I do, I feel like I am going crazy!
My GP has diagnosed me with Anxiety, I was diagnosed with Stress Depression over 6 years ago, no off meds, and manage with herbal remedies. I am having a bad time with a friend of whom I was advised to distance myself from, I did, but it is hard we have been firends for over 12 years, and stay very near to each other in the same small village. She has been described as Toxic, jealous, social butterfly, she freely admists to enjoying being the centre of attention, and I now see and recall times when she has been manipulative and unkind in her comments. When I have been in a low period, she takes a back seat, then when I am starting to feel better, she asks "well are you feeling beter now?" the last time she said good then I need to have a chat , and proceeded to drag up things from the past until she had me in tears, told me that her other friends think we see each other all the time, and that she put them right that we only see it other for less than 30 mins so many times a week! then hugged me and told me she was my friend and was there for me, I felt physically battered by the time I got home. I just cannot stop talking about it all, and worry that people are talking about me, that I am a bad person. What do I do, I feel like I am going crazy!