Fem_of_the_species
04-12-10, 21:17
I've suffered from anxiety for a very long time now. I never really understood it until my mum took me to the docs when I was about 20 - my boyfriend at the time had called my parents telling them how I was behaving.
I've come to the point now of thinking that I am stuck with this for life because no matter what I try/medication I have taken, it never really seems to ease. I just feel stuck in a rut most of the time. I seem to get a lot of bad luck too, which doesn't seem to help things. I just feel so helpless (and useless). I moved up north from London to escape the crowds and unfortunately left my friends there too, so now I'm anxious, depressed and lonely because it's so hard to get out there and make friends with this going on :(
I've come to the point now of thinking that I am stuck with this for life because no matter what I try/medication I have taken, it never really seems to ease. I just feel stuck in a rut most of the time. I seem to get a lot of bad luck too, which doesn't seem to help things. I just feel so helpless (and useless). I moved up north from London to escape the crowds and unfortunately left my friends there too, so now I'm anxious, depressed and lonely because it's so hard to get out there and make friends with this going on :(