ljd
29-11-10, 21:24
going from worse to worse cant take much more. Everything around me seems to be a mes just now, work s a nightmare loads of cutbacks and changes happening and now moving offices miles away grrrrrrr. Staff team unnsettled and bitching about everyone behind everyones back including mine. Im not ther to get involved in staff politics im there on placement to learn and study. Im the scapegoat always was and always will be i guess. Feel so unsupported there but need to pass this stupid placement.
On top of all this have to move out of where im living so another change and i am not very good with changes, dont have time to look for anywhere as loads of studying to do.....
I am just so fed up and on verge of giving it all up as no more fight in me, why am i bothering i really dot know right now!!!!
sitting here in a state and crying so upset!!
On top of all this have to move out of where im living so another change and i am not very good with changes, dont have time to look for anywhere as loads of studying to do.....
I am just so fed up and on verge of giving it all up as no more fight in me, why am i bothering i really dot know right now!!!!
sitting here in a state and crying so upset!!