Going away for a couple of days

[ems1987]

Me again!

I've got to go to milton keynes for a couple of nights today and am so terrified! I've got to stay in a hotel room, by myself which i haven't done since all this started 2 years ago.

Am so scared and don't want to go but know i have to.

Any advice or comments would be much appreciated!

[Loraine]

What is it that your actually scared of xxx

[ems1987]

good question! mainly i think passing out/fainiting/being unwell.

[diane07]

When i go to stay in hotels i always get it in my head that it is my home for the duration, for some reason it makes me feel at ease, remember the staff are normally fabulous and are used to people feeling a little uneasy when they are on there own.

Will you have access to the internet while you are there??

di xx

[ems1987]

i dont think it helps that i haven't stayed away from home for even a night for over a year!

i wont have internet, but i have my blackberry thank god!