mikhail1028
19-02-10, 20:59
Its been almost 2months now since i developed my HA,, the first month was hell cant eat,sleep and began to loose weight. I was convinced that i have a major illness and was ready to die anytime just like a bomb ready to explode
as you trawl on my past threads i was very Scared of contracting HIV a guilty part of me looked back 2-3 years ago when i had several mishaps (unprotected hoola) i know most of us had this thing sex isnt bad after all.
But the hardest part in coping up with HA is our minds dwelling on the negative side and repercussion, what if's and more what if's i cant think positively my conscious mind is clouded by thoughts of fear, dying of that dreaded virus.
Butthere is always a light in the end a comforting hand on which we would guide and support us in our ordeal i know someday we can look back and smile at this,, i hope that each and everyone of us would
as you trawl on my past threads i was very Scared of contracting HIV a guilty part of me looked back 2-3 years ago when i had several mishaps (unprotected hoola) i know most of us had this thing sex isnt bad after all.
But the hardest part in coping up with HA is our minds dwelling on the negative side and repercussion, what if's and more what if's i cant think positively my conscious mind is clouded by thoughts of fear, dying of that dreaded virus.
Butthere is always a light in the end a comforting hand on which we would guide and support us in our ordeal i know someday we can look back and smile at this,, i hope that each and everyone of us would