bellabessnjet
31-12-09, 10:34
Hi all,
I've never done anything like this but today whilst shopping everyone wishing all the best, felt low, put on the happy face 'yeah same to you' came home and literally this poem popped into my head. Please note I am definitely not a poet as you will find out if you read.
Dont know what to do
only want to cry,
Everyone around me happy,
feel like I should die.
New Years celebrations
New Year dread for me
Why can't I be happy,
Whats gone wrong with me?
Theres a glimpse of hope sometimes,
But then the darkness finds a way,
to spoil all the happy times,
and make my world dark grey.
I only want to be me again,
Enjoying lifes ups and downs,
But my heads in a mixed up place
And all I feel is down.
I've never done anything like this but today whilst shopping everyone wishing all the best, felt low, put on the happy face 'yeah same to you' came home and literally this poem popped into my head. Please note I am definitely not a poet as you will find out if you read.
Dont know what to do
only want to cry,
Everyone around me happy,
feel like I should die.
New Years celebrations
New Year dread for me
Why can't I be happy,
Whats gone wrong with me?
Theres a glimpse of hope sometimes,
But then the darkness finds a way,
to spoil all the happy times,
and make my world dark grey.
I only want to be me again,
Enjoying lifes ups and downs,
But my heads in a mixed up place
And all I feel is down.