Alisonj
17-11-08, 02:04
I had been on a waiting list to get into a inpatient program at a hospital for mood and anxiety disorders. 8 mnths later I finally got the call. But I was doing well, really well. I decided to go and try it anyways. It was 2 hours from home. So I went up. It was horrible. The people were so depressed and talked about death and dying and everything was locked up and we couldnt have anything with a cord or even have access to our stuff. It was really dreadful. So I met with a phychiatrist, phychologist and a social worker as well as a GP. I told them I was worried that being there was going to make things worse as it was so depressing etc. They agreed and I stayed one night and was sent home. Well now, after having nightmares etc about the place I am worse again. Back to the constant blood pressure checking and the googling. I am assuming going there triggered me.
Anyone have any ideas how I can kick this in the butt before it takes control again??
Anyone have any ideas how I can kick this in the butt before it takes control again??