Howler
27-02-08, 13:21
Hallo all, me again!
I'm sat here at my desk in a right panic at the moment which is irritating as I was determined to have a good day today!
This morning I called one of my work colleagues the wrong name. It's not wildly silly as she and the person's name I called her are wearing the same coloured top today... however its really scared me because my worst fear and my fear all along is that I'm coming down with dementia, and calling someone the wrong name is fairly uncharacteristic of me. I'm now sat feeling dizzy and anxious -questioning all my thoughts, memory, going through loads of mind chatter, feeling completely zoned out, and convinced I'm deteriorating.
Doctor(s) say anxiety, but I'm not sure if I'm feeling anxious enough to produce all of this!?!
Urrrrgh, any feedback would be much appreciated -feel like I'm totally losing it here...
Ed x
I'm sat here at my desk in a right panic at the moment which is irritating as I was determined to have a good day today!
This morning I called one of my work colleagues the wrong name. It's not wildly silly as she and the person's name I called her are wearing the same coloured top today... however its really scared me because my worst fear and my fear all along is that I'm coming down with dementia, and calling someone the wrong name is fairly uncharacteristic of me. I'm now sat feeling dizzy and anxious -questioning all my thoughts, memory, going through loads of mind chatter, feeling completely zoned out, and convinced I'm deteriorating.
Doctor(s) say anxiety, but I'm not sure if I'm feeling anxious enough to produce all of this!?!
Urrrrgh, any feedback would be much appreciated -feel like I'm totally losing it here...
Ed x