katniss
09-07-20, 19:24
Hey everyone,
I haven’t posted in a while as I have been doing okay. Actually more than okay. I’ve been doing quite well in terms of my health anxiety. However it’s come back again with a vengeance. This time it’s about my worst fear ever - brain tumours. See I recently applied to a doctorate program and still haven’t heard back. This has sent my anxiety through the roof. I am checking my email and application site several times a day. Because I’m a teacher I am currently on break, and although I have my kids at home to care of, I really relied on a daily routine with work, after school etc; With the covid situation I’ve just been very thrown off the routine which is again raising my anxiety levels.
Yesterday I was eating while watching a movie and for a second I couldn’t swallow my chips. I literally panicked. I also feel like the peripheral vision in my left eye is blurry. Therefore I feel like I have vision issues attributable to a brain tumour of course. Honestly I don’t know if anything is even wrong with my eyes but I feel like there is something wrong with the left side. I’m just in a really strange place right now. Please help
I haven’t posted in a while as I have been doing okay. Actually more than okay. I’ve been doing quite well in terms of my health anxiety. However it’s come back again with a vengeance. This time it’s about my worst fear ever - brain tumours. See I recently applied to a doctorate program and still haven’t heard back. This has sent my anxiety through the roof. I am checking my email and application site several times a day. Because I’m a teacher I am currently on break, and although I have my kids at home to care of, I really relied on a daily routine with work, after school etc; With the covid situation I’ve just been very thrown off the routine which is again raising my anxiety levels.
Yesterday I was eating while watching a movie and for a second I couldn’t swallow my chips. I literally panicked. I also feel like the peripheral vision in my left eye is blurry. Therefore I feel like I have vision issues attributable to a brain tumour of course. Honestly I don’t know if anything is even wrong with my eyes but I feel like there is something wrong with the left side. I’m just in a really strange place right now. Please help