Ryan75
28-01-18, 18:17
I suffer with anxiety and depression, I get benefits for these which allow me to stay at home and work on myself. I'll try keep everything brief.
I've only been in one relationship that lasted 3 years (16-19) I have avoided relationships because of my jealousy and anxiety however I have just gotten into a long distance relationship. She initially visited as a friend but I felt something I never felt before after she left and I would have felt stupid not jumping at the chance.
My issue is I will lie in bed or sleep until she is available to talk online, I feel an aching in my chest until I talk to her and I will generally avoid doing anything but when we're in person everything is fine and wonderful. If she's down I can physically comfort her.
Another thing is that I have issues with her speaking to my best friend (after he didn't want me talking to his girlfriend) and that she has a previously close friend who flew to come apologise to her after dropping her then made her feel worthless a week later and she continues to accept him (this obviously isn't my main concern though)
I don't want to be controlling and I can't physically be with her all the time currently I'm lost and going no where personally but I don't want to lose her.
I've only been in one relationship that lasted 3 years (16-19) I have avoided relationships because of my jealousy and anxiety however I have just gotten into a long distance relationship. She initially visited as a friend but I felt something I never felt before after she left and I would have felt stupid not jumping at the chance.
My issue is I will lie in bed or sleep until she is available to talk online, I feel an aching in my chest until I talk to her and I will generally avoid doing anything but when we're in person everything is fine and wonderful. If she's down I can physically comfort her.
Another thing is that I have issues with her speaking to my best friend (after he didn't want me talking to his girlfriend) and that she has a previously close friend who flew to come apologise to her after dropping her then made her feel worthless a week later and she continues to accept him (this obviously isn't my main concern though)
I don't want to be controlling and I can't physically be with her all the time currently I'm lost and going no where personally but I don't want to lose her.