TheMadOladCoger
16-04-16, 10:24
So it's been while, all has been good for a while now but I have recently had a worry that I can't move on from.
So I'm in my 20's and a student, my girlfriend is the same but is leaving this year while I still have another year left. We have been together for 3 years I should add. She has recently got a job, I am happy for her but it has spiralled me into a pit of worry.
To start with I am worrying about myself, I am what I would describe as an unlucky person. She has just fallen into this job but I know that won't happen to me so I have started to worry about my future a lot I feel as if I will never get a job that will allow me to provide for her or for fill myself. I study Film production and that is what I want to do but it involves a lot of luck to get into this industry and like I said I don't think I am lucky enough to get to close to that.
My other worry that is coursing a lot of trouble in my mind is that years of anxiety and worry have left me some what jaded. I am worried/threatened by her new boss. He is a good looking man and he has given her this job and a place to live while doing it and I am worried that she will leave me as I'm just not as good as he is.
I have told her about my worry's and she understands and said she would feel the same if she was in my position but not threatened more unhappy. But her reply to me was "I don't really know what to say" this didn't really comfort me it just made me think I'm not good enough for her and it's depressing me and I don't really know how to break the cycle of this thought.
Peace.
So I'm in my 20's and a student, my girlfriend is the same but is leaving this year while I still have another year left. We have been together for 3 years I should add. She has recently got a job, I am happy for her but it has spiralled me into a pit of worry.
To start with I am worrying about myself, I am what I would describe as an unlucky person. She has just fallen into this job but I know that won't happen to me so I have started to worry about my future a lot I feel as if I will never get a job that will allow me to provide for her or for fill myself. I study Film production and that is what I want to do but it involves a lot of luck to get into this industry and like I said I don't think I am lucky enough to get to close to that.
My other worry that is coursing a lot of trouble in my mind is that years of anxiety and worry have left me some what jaded. I am worried/threatened by her new boss. He is a good looking man and he has given her this job and a place to live while doing it and I am worried that she will leave me as I'm just not as good as he is.
I have told her about my worry's and she understands and said she would feel the same if she was in my position but not threatened more unhappy. But her reply to me was "I don't really know what to say" this didn't really comfort me it just made me think I'm not good enough for her and it's depressing me and I don't really know how to break the cycle of this thought.
Peace.