OttoRockett
11-07-14, 13:29
Hi all, im 19 and Im living in constant fear of deadly diseases first hiv now leukemia, I had to get tested 4 times for hiv before I finally believed it. Now I have just about every symptom of leukemia and Im afraid to wake up every morning because Im scared that I will experience another symptoms. It all started with a small blue bruise on my forearm I noticed after my shower about two months ago, I kind of wiped it with my towel and it went away(weird) my mom said it probably wasnt even a bruise. THen a couple weeks later i experienced a gusher of nosebleed in the shower where I saw the blood between my toes, thats when I knew I had something wrong, the next week I experienced weakness in arms and legs for about 4 days straight, I thought It would never leave, then after that I thought I was experiencing discomfort in my spleen area behind my ribs and I havent had an apetite in ages, So i literally grabbed my skateboard and ran to the ER to get them to examine my spleen, and to my surprise the doctor said "I Can feel your spleen" . "But its not swollen" "its normal" but I still feel it and when she told me to take deep breath I didnt take the breath as deep as I could so could I have caused her to miss something? Im very scared and I know how it says you get frequent infections with L-word, my little brother had viral pharyngitis and now I have it, sore throat, neck pain, glands, but no fever, someone just help me please, I go to see my Primary Doctor next week