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28-03-14, 13:05
Have you guys ever thought like that? I think most of us HA sufferers have, and I just WANT not to think like that but it's so difficult but I don't know how? Cos once I've convinced myself it'll be okay, the dreaded BUT WHAT IF... would immediately follow.
There was a time when my HA was so bad, I thought "that's it, I can't do this anymore. maybe I should just end it or something cos the pressure is too much". Now I know that was a very bad, selfish thought, and to be honest I'm too much of a coward to even dare attempting things like that, but I would be lying if I said that never crossed my mind. Besides, it's against my belief.
But it's just... you know, hard.
There was a time when my HA was so bad, I thought "that's it, I can't do this anymore. maybe I should just end it or something cos the pressure is too much". Now I know that was a very bad, selfish thought, and to be honest I'm too much of a coward to even dare attempting things like that, but I would be lying if I said that never crossed my mind. Besides, it's against my belief.
But it's just... you know, hard.