HannahA
30-08-13, 10:59
Hoping someone can help me! My anxiety has taken a whole new turn. I’m convincing myself I have Cancer and it has spread this is why my shoulders, arms, ribs, wrists and chest are hurting. I can’t stop crying and am finding it so difficult to sleep. I am seeing my GP on Wednesday, I am already having CBT but I can’t seem to put it into practice. I’m so aware of aches and pains and am constantly googling. I feel tired and have no concentration or enjoyment out of anything. I’m off on holiday next week for my sister’s wedding which should be a joyous occasion but I feel sad and scared to enjoy myself as I have a feeling that something terrible is wrong with me!
I'm worried that if I stop worrying and ignore these mild aches and pains something awful will happen. It's so self indulgent feeling like this and I feel incredibly guilty and self obssessed
I was going to ask my doctor to prescribe me something to take the edge off these awful thoughts but am worried as it will only be a week before I go, should I wait until I get back to take them as I hear the beginning of new meds is testing.
Thanks for reading. Feeling pretty desperate if any of you have ever or do feel like this please let me knoewL
I'm worried that if I stop worrying and ignore these mild aches and pains something awful will happen. It's so self indulgent feeling like this and I feel incredibly guilty and self obssessed
I was going to ask my doctor to prescribe me something to take the edge off these awful thoughts but am worried as it will only be a week before I go, should I wait until I get back to take them as I hear the beginning of new meds is testing.
Thanks for reading. Feeling pretty desperate if any of you have ever or do feel like this please let me knoewL