Freaked
08-08-13, 10:18
Every time I was half-asleep last night, my heart started going slowly and my pulse disappeared from my wrist. Then I woke myself up with adrenaline rush and my pulse came back. Went to hospital crying and begging earlier cos I've been having such a bad time. They just ran some tests, gave me a xanax and booted me out.
This is horrible. I'm so tired but I'm afraid to close my eyes. I have anxiety, blood pressure and heart rate probs (been told the condition is non-fatal, but having a hard time believing them) and am in xanax withdrawal. I worry about how much my body can take. Every time I close my eyes, my heart just pauses :shrug:
This is horrible. I'm so tired but I'm afraid to close my eyes. I have anxiety, blood pressure and heart rate probs (been told the condition is non-fatal, but having a hard time believing them) and am in xanax withdrawal. I worry about how much my body can take. Every time I close my eyes, my heart just pauses :shrug: