Munchlet
06-01-13, 18:37
Hi
I just wanted to see if anyone else could relate to this.
I've had HA now for most of my life but initially it just seemed to come in fits and starts and I could at sometimes manage it without any medication.
However the last year I just feel like I have been constantly battling with HA and despite taking fluoxetine it's just not working.
This last year has by far been my worse and at the moment my fear of Cervical Cancer (I've been told by three different doctors it's not) is just not going away.
I have an appt on 25th Jan to have a colposcopy because my doctor has asked for one to try and reassure me but I'm just so worried and normally when I've been reassured by doctors it does help but I've had three different opinions and it's like what they are saying is not sinking in, I'm just dreading the appt because I'm convinced they will all be proven wrong.
I just wanted to vent but also see if anyone else battles like this, I can't understand why my medication is making no difference and neither are any of the doctors reassurances.
At first I thought it was just a phase but it just doesn't seem to be getting any better :shrug:
I just wanted to see if anyone else could relate to this.
I've had HA now for most of my life but initially it just seemed to come in fits and starts and I could at sometimes manage it without any medication.
However the last year I just feel like I have been constantly battling with HA and despite taking fluoxetine it's just not working.
This last year has by far been my worse and at the moment my fear of Cervical Cancer (I've been told by three different doctors it's not) is just not going away.
I have an appt on 25th Jan to have a colposcopy because my doctor has asked for one to try and reassure me but I'm just so worried and normally when I've been reassured by doctors it does help but I've had three different opinions and it's like what they are saying is not sinking in, I'm just dreading the appt because I'm convinced they will all be proven wrong.
I just wanted to vent but also see if anyone else battles like this, I can't understand why my medication is making no difference and neither are any of the doctors reassurances.
At first I thought it was just a phase but it just doesn't seem to be getting any better :shrug: