Allie_
03-06-12, 13:39
Hey,
So i've been with my partner for 5 years and he is so wonderful and supportive. The trouble is I constantly worry that he's only with me because he doesn't want to leave me in this state.
He moved 3 years ago across the country for university and I can't visit him because I can't cope with being that far away from home. The only time I have visited him there was when my parents gave me a lift down, which was the humiliating thing, because i'm 21 and I should be able to travel on my own by now.
I thin part of the problem is that I can't communicate the extent to which my anxiety rules my life. He knows i'm struggling but I don't think he knows to what extent.
I just wonder how long he can stand staying with someone who hardly ever goes out and is intensly paranoid.
So i've been with my partner for 5 years and he is so wonderful and supportive. The trouble is I constantly worry that he's only with me because he doesn't want to leave me in this state.
He moved 3 years ago across the country for university and I can't visit him because I can't cope with being that far away from home. The only time I have visited him there was when my parents gave me a lift down, which was the humiliating thing, because i'm 21 and I should be able to travel on my own by now.
I thin part of the problem is that I can't communicate the extent to which my anxiety rules my life. He knows i'm struggling but I don't think he knows to what extent.
I just wonder how long he can stand staying with someone who hardly ever goes out and is intensly paranoid.