suzibandit
13-05-12, 16:51
have been dipping in and out of the site for a while now but never posted to say hello --- no time like the present.
have suffered with anxiety/depression/panic attacks since 08. Having lost my father, my best friend and 3 others in less than a year.. (what a year that was)
Had a suspected heart attack and a cervical cancer scare, resulting in ops and all the nice things linked to that...then simply fell apart.
My falling apart resulted in huge weight gain as i turned to my best pals, Mr Cadbury and Mrs Pizza for some support which in turn added to my depression...a circle of awfulness.
have had countless counselling sessions and not really managed to get much out of any of them -- i guess its just time and trying to be as normal as possible...Does not help when your sister tells you not to talk to her any more as she can not take any more of your depression and your mother asks you if you are still on the nutter pills !!!!! i support myself as much as possible. Well i am still here so i reckon i am doing ok.xxxx Hope you are all ok too.xxxxx
have suffered with anxiety/depression/panic attacks since 08. Having lost my father, my best friend and 3 others in less than a year.. (what a year that was)
Had a suspected heart attack and a cervical cancer scare, resulting in ops and all the nice things linked to that...then simply fell apart.
My falling apart resulted in huge weight gain as i turned to my best pals, Mr Cadbury and Mrs Pizza for some support which in turn added to my depression...a circle of awfulness.
have had countless counselling sessions and not really managed to get much out of any of them -- i guess its just time and trying to be as normal as possible...Does not help when your sister tells you not to talk to her any more as she can not take any more of your depression and your mother asks you if you are still on the nutter pills !!!!! i support myself as much as possible. Well i am still here so i reckon i am doing ok.xxxx Hope you are all ok too.xxxxx