kj238889
07-05-12, 01:22
Hi my names Kirsty, I suffer from a GAD and OCD I'm noton any medication cause I can usually fight past my fears and plus I'm scared of taking tablets.
I used to suffer with intrusive thoughts about children but it first started when my boyfriends nephew asked me to take him to the toilet (he was only 2 at the time) anyway I didn't take him but it scared me cause I knew if I had Iwould have had to help him with his trousers ad such and it made my heart race and my mouth go dry so straight away I started to question why I had those thoughts and feelings, anyway it got a little worse and then went but it comes and goes all the time! I have a very big crush on Jonathan Rhys Meyers so I can be sitting there watching something with him in feeling a bit excited and then some awful random thought will pop in my head along the lines of "I bet you start thinking about kids next" and then I just cant enjoy the movie or whatever anymore, I hate these thoughts they sicken and repulse me, they acctually make me feel like I want to be sick or harm myself that way I cant be this nasty awful thing that I clearly am :weep:
Please help anyone who has this or anyone who understands please!
I used to suffer with intrusive thoughts about children but it first started when my boyfriends nephew asked me to take him to the toilet (he was only 2 at the time) anyway I didn't take him but it scared me cause I knew if I had Iwould have had to help him with his trousers ad such and it made my heart race and my mouth go dry so straight away I started to question why I had those thoughts and feelings, anyway it got a little worse and then went but it comes and goes all the time! I have a very big crush on Jonathan Rhys Meyers so I can be sitting there watching something with him in feeling a bit excited and then some awful random thought will pop in my head along the lines of "I bet you start thinking about kids next" and then I just cant enjoy the movie or whatever anymore, I hate these thoughts they sicken and repulse me, they acctually make me feel like I want to be sick or harm myself that way I cant be this nasty awful thing that I clearly am :weep:
Please help anyone who has this or anyone who understands please!