Kate21
14-03-12, 08:36
Hi all I just need to get this off my chest.
My friends 17 yr old sister was murdered on Friday which has been devastating for so many people I know. I never met her but I've been trying to comfort my friend and be there for him. understandably everyone is still in shock.
I just wanted to share this on here as this has hit me in many ways but one I keep thinking of is the amount of times I wished I was dead and of the one time I took an overdose. I'm sure some of you can relate to this. It made me feel awful that I had even thought of throwing my life away like it meant nothing to me or anyone else. Seeing my friends and his family going through this made me realize that my life is worth something and I would be missed.
The past couple of weeks have been very good for me anxiety wise, I've been going out and meeting new people and also having EMDR but I feel after this awful news it's given me one last kick to stop wasting my life when some people have theirs taken away so soon.
Thanks for reading I hope this might help with anyone feeling at their lowest x
My friends 17 yr old sister was murdered on Friday which has been devastating for so many people I know. I never met her but I've been trying to comfort my friend and be there for him. understandably everyone is still in shock.
I just wanted to share this on here as this has hit me in many ways but one I keep thinking of is the amount of times I wished I was dead and of the one time I took an overdose. I'm sure some of you can relate to this. It made me feel awful that I had even thought of throwing my life away like it meant nothing to me or anyone else. Seeing my friends and his family going through this made me realize that my life is worth something and I would be missed.
The past couple of weeks have been very good for me anxiety wise, I've been going out and meeting new people and also having EMDR but I feel after this awful news it's given me one last kick to stop wasting my life when some people have theirs taken away so soon.
Thanks for reading I hope this might help with anyone feeling at their lowest x